Wednesday, January 11, 2012

do i need some sort of MEDication?

Am i psychologically ill? oh!i really don't know. The feeling is just so weird- the boredom, loneliness and sadness that I am feeling right now maybe just brought me to this weird feeling of getting pathetic. Oh! i know its ain't serious but my mood and my interest are all gone. I still go to school(actually its our midterm examinations) but the feeling once I am home is freaking me out. Maybe, just maybe, I just don't feel love at all. I'm all by myself and what will i do? watch television, send sms and nothing. I almost lost my appetite and I really feel so self-pity. I just wanted some sort of thinvs to get done itself. I wanna be with people same interest as mine. I wanna enjoy life, laugh and get inspired. I missed so much in this world because I am imprisoned here at home though there's no jailman. haaaaiiizzzttt! i always get tired and I don't know where to get my energy coz I actually have nothing left.

5 comments:

  1. I feel the same way too Jess. I feel like life is losing its luster lately. :| Anyways, nice piece bai! Essay writer ng Bukidnon jud ay :))

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  2. kaw jud herald.. I was so happy baya aii coz active pa jud jai ka dani. Magbaik nako og Blog and I'd love to share with you. ahhmmm nasulat lang nako ni coz I really feel so lonely sometimes, kung baga, life has no spark :) anyways, moving on..

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  3. hehe. i always visit my blog man. Or sometimes to read others'. but ive been busy lately bantog i wasn't able to post new stuff in my blog. anyways, i revamped my blog like two days ago. it now looks simple and clean. whatja think jess? minimalist na akong theme karon. :)

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  4. jess, i saw imong mga photo edits. amazing kaayo ka mag-edit uy. unsa imo gamit? :) you have my thumbs-up for the nice editing! :)

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  5. hello herald..maypa jud ka kai mka update pa jud japun ka, ako karon na jud q mubalik. haha:) ako kai scrap kaau.. mahilih au kog patterns. ahm about my edits, sa picnik ra herald. I love to take pic jud permi aii..

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