Friday, January 13, 2012

Enticing and Alluring

I will really agree with you if you will say that I am not beautiful. Yeah I am not! but I have the poise, the confidence and everything that it takes to be a lady :) Smile with me as I share to you sort of my edits. About my title? yeah right! you've thought what I've just thought..

Looking afar. Looking ahead. Advancing and renewing. Life is all about moving on.
Smile. Smile and don't what would they say. I am beautifully blessed each step of the way.
I'm not seductive. I'm not attractive. I'm purely ME, MYSELF and I.
Don't have to linger. Don't have to get weary. Why get faint if your have the choice to smile.
Worrying is a natural thing. Worry forever is worst. Take a second and breath in. Life has plenty of things to cherish.
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Thursday, January 12, 2012

Let's talk about LOVE

Every woman has a dream to find true love. By natural occurrence, woman by description is weak in terms of love. No matter how strong does she looks or frightening maybe, a woman will always be a woman-soft, gentle and easy. I really find it hard to believe why men could always afford to hurt a woman intentionally(take note of the word). It's like a situation wherein, women will never leave her partner if she has always reason to stay. The problem among men is, they're self-sufficient, sometimes arrogant and effortless. Most men do the same thing with the rest of the woman they have tasted.

I'm not saying this to all men for I am a believer too that there are still real men in this world willing to be real man in their position in a relationship. Women, even they commit mistakes, they always have that softness deep within. That is the distinct and most unique thing about a woman- kind-hearted. That maybe  is of the reasons why most women cry. Tears from a woman's eye is a sign of weakness, unlikely from, tears is a sign of bravery.

Hearts like wind get lost. Like a stomach it loses its appetite. Heart like heart falls apart. It is the most fragile thing that once its broken, tidbits are almost impossible to see. That's why it must be handled with care.

Humans by nature always searches for love. It moves the world and gives us the reason to continue to live. Love is the most specific world to express why a woman would spend the whole week grieving and crying. Sadness by virtue of consequences is the product of love. Before entering the wide range world of love, one must be ready because in every sweet thoughts that a lover has comes great pain and everything ends in regret.

Love is over when one of you gives up. And if the other continues to love, the relationship has 50-50 to sustain. Love is the battery between two people who intend to share heart with each other.

Love is a wonderful world to hear and yet not everybody are lucky enough to feel this. Love like flowers are fragnant to the soul. Love is magical and extraordinary. But on the other side, love is painful and it can even torn your whole spirit into pieces. Love is powerful that it can dig in our soul and manifest in our thoughts. Love when sick has no cure but only love itself. As a fan of William Shakespeare, "if pain is too much and the burden is full, you can now complain". It is my own translation and maybe therefore I say, I am loveless but never been loved for less. I maybe missing someone and the pain is killing me but I know for sure I can handle this for I know, as love conquers its end, so do I.

Smile singles. It will not take too long, ours is the diamond.

This edit thing**

Imagine the feeling of editing your own pic and the result is perfect for your taste-its awesome.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

My Dad's token of happiness

These are the 10-peso coins that my dad has been earning since the last month. For me, I was really happy seeing him happy counting his coins. These are tiny pennies and meant so much to me because these are my father's sweat. We're not rich and money is so important for us.

I am just amaze how little things grow when you put some love to it:) and even money which is the root of all evil grows when you know how to earn them.

 Sweat is paid indeed!

do i need some sort of MEDication?

Am i psychologically ill? oh!i really don't know. The feeling is just so weird- the boredom, loneliness and sadness that I am feeling right now maybe just brought me to this weird feeling of getting pathetic. Oh! i know its ain't serious but my mood and my interest are all gone. I still go to school(actually its our midterm examinations) but the feeling once I am home is freaking me out. Maybe, just maybe, I just don't feel love at all. I'm all by myself and what will i do? watch television, send sms and nothing. I almost lost my appetite and I really feel so self-pity. I just wanted some sort of thinvs to get done itself. I wanna be with people same interest as mine. I wanna enjoy life, laugh and get inspired. I missed so much in this world because I am imprisoned here at home though there's no jailman. haaaaiiizzzttt! i always get tired and I don't know where to get my energy coz I actually have nothing left.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

REfresh


Its been a long long time since i last did my blog. Its been months and i missed writing so many things about myself. I miss it when I share my thoughts that even nobody is reading it, i still love to look and read it again and again. I've been so busy for so long. Quite silly to me that i miss visiting my blog. Oh! its like reminiscing memories. The last time i write here was during the first sem and now look, its January of 2012 already. How fast the time did made.

So how's my blog? me, i have been ups and downs and i had the worst and best months ago. But as my interest in writing slowly fades, so is my heart. I used to have the best passion for writing- novels are my favorites but now, i just love to watch movies, read and sleep. Life for me began to work so slow and everything becomes damsel. My heart? my heart aches. My heart aches everytime I feel so alone and ignored and unfriend. I am helpless sometimes and i can't figure it out why.

I always wanted to start my life all over again. Maybe, this is my chance. Here and now, here in this blog of mine I will start anew. For i know there's nothing more beautiful than sharing our lives to people whom we do not know might understand our feelings. -tbc.