Hurt when you're hurt then stand out

I feel so odd today. I feel like I'm bursting with anger and i just can't find some point to breath on. It's very difficult to say to yourself that your fine well in fact you're hurt. It's hard to be 'as if'. Hooh! I just want to forget some past memories and i just want to erase some people on my brain cells- they are so assuming and oops! they make me ridiculous! Anyways, although this day didn't workout my way, i just wish to have a beautiful summer. I don't want to spend my whole life arguing things which are non-sense. Well, I have just learned a great lesson- never trust anybody completely except yourself. I just realize that people do really change(boyfriends really change). Because of today's scenario, I don't wanna love again or even give my trust to somebody because people would always find that something wrong within you.

I feel so insulted and I hate this day- I WAS HURT! you know that?? grrrr! All I can't imagine is I have lots of friends but none of them either could make me feel better. I feel so alone and I feel deeply hurt. I want to cry but I want t show myself that I'm strong, maybe that is my way to get relief. It's been three days that i have been crying and three days is too long for our conflict to last. Why is it that every single detail is so hurtful t explain?

Anyway, things happen and go. Now, I want to let go of any feelings left. I want to love myself, my friends and other people. I don't want to intimidate myself on those useless ideas. I want to move forward and become stronger than i expected.Most importantly, i want to continue learning.

It's over! and i want to forget everything.. Forget and let go.. be happy and smile at all times. Life is not an island that I have to live alone. If people can't connect with me, i will connect with them then. I just felt so completely happy while reading Anna Lea's' Blog .. If she has her present heroes like Sarah Meier and Danielle Gonzalez, for me she's my idol. Though she's my classmate at Notre Dame(Gensan), I feel like she's so far to be reach and i just do really love her. i vow to her English words and I vow to her great enthusiasm in Journalism. I will continue to look forward n her blog post:))

i love you Anna..